Category: General

I really hate it when, people give their work to me.. They just expect that I will take care of all the problems given to me., and will take everthing with a smile. Well.. I am not going to.. I will keep the smile, but ask them to f**k off. On second thoughts.. well I will accept them.. poor guys.

“Man is not Weak.,
He chooses to be weak.”

Ron has other Ideas, when I told him this quotation (by the way an original from me)..
His quotation follows:-

“A man’s weakness is his strength”

mm.. I will have to think whether any of these make any sense!!! 😉

“To make Omlette,
You’ll have to break eggs.”

I missed yesterday(well I am updating using yesterdays date) journaling my entries.. Well nothing specific except, I was horribly busy.. Left in the evening, picked up Zooman(Zubin’s new name) and girish, went to their home, picked Rashmi also and went to Southall for shopping Groceries. Returned, had dinner with them and returned home late and then buried myself into “The Fountainhead” again. (must have slept around 1.30 am today)

Saturday night : Started off with
1.Kusruthikurruppu
2.ToyStory 2
3.Mission Kashmir
4.Scream 3
5.The Gladiator(Half way through slept)
6.Thalolam (Sunday early morning)
7.The Mummy
8.Stalin Sivadas(Around first 20 minutes)

That weekend can be called a movie weekend.. Sunday morning 12.30 am called up home.. Prasanth, Raja and Mani were there.. Great to hear from them. After the movies, drove back home at around 4.30 evening to London.. Smruti had called up regarding the backup.. Came to Office at around 7.15.. Updated journal..

I feel, my life is getting monotonus.. Well I sometimes enjoy monotony…

Here we(Sunita, Me, Zubin, Girish & Rashmi) are at Woking after a busy day.. Went to the “peacock” shopping center.. Really A Huge Shopping Mall.. and the Christmas decoration were wonderful. Watched Malayalam movie “Kusrutikurup” and then “Toystory 2” and now “Mission Kashmir”(A bit boring.. else why would I choose to update journal instead of watching the movie..)

Well here is what is happening.. I am coming out from the shackles of my old attachment.. successfully.. I wondered myself how simple it was.. I am deeply into the book “The Fountainhead”. I dont want to rate the book.. but as per my current rating.. an excellent book that I have come accross.. Brilliantly written. I am still halfway through only..

Well I will start with a synopsis of the upto now. Friday night, picked up Zubin & Girish, went to their home., had the first petrol fill..
Called up Sunita, planned to go to woking on Saturday morning.. Had clothes to wash, went home.. started washing around 11.45pm and buried myself again in “The Fountainhead”, till the clothes were washed.. and then went to bed with the book, after putting my clothes to dry.. I remember the house owner switching off the light in the morning, when I was lying half awake.. Got into the car in the morning.. went to Zubin’s place, picked up Girish, Zubin and Rashmi and drove off to Woking!!! Woking here I come..

Hey., I really feel happy today.. feel like dancing and singing(I hope, not the right thing to do at office). In the afternoon went to Uxbridge, Got the lift with Gurjinder..(My petrol is running low.. should be filling the tank up tomorrow) Did the remittance at the bank, went to M&S to get food, and found sandwiches of all range.. Geek.. I miss a Indian take-away at Uxbridge.. Went to tescos.. huge queue at the counters.. didnt buy as I will miss the bus. Got the bus.. back at office..

I had called up Rashmi earlier today and we are planning a trip to woking.. Maybe we all will be going to woking this weekend.. Received mail from Mani.. He wants me to get married soon as then he can marry.. . Dey Mani.. you will have to wait.. I havent thought about my marriage yet.. I have just come out of a Quantum soup now.. Dont push me to another… A great day so far..

Its horribly cold today morning.. Even Inside the car., I know I have the controls to make the interior warm., But I dont know which one is it.. I could see my breathing, as whenever I breathed out, it was like a white fog suddenly descending., Sat in the Car for a looong time finding the controls… Any way finally found it.. and had a good drive to office.. I am going for longer drives soon… Today I must have touched around 70mph on the A40. Still those on the right hand lane were flying past me… Gimme time guyz.. Let me learn all this.. For the moment, I will stay in the slow lane only..

Yesterday night.. Confusion… Yeah.. the exorcising bit.. I am getting really confused.. I ran away from confusion and buried myself into “The Fountainhead”. Howard Roark, Peter Keating, Dominique Francon, Guy Francon, Heyer(he’s dead), Toohey, Cameron(he’s dead too)., all have become part of my night life.. I go to sleep with them..

Its wonderful, the way that Ayn Rand has potrayed her characters in “The Fountainhead”. I will be back with Roark, Dominique, Peter etc tonight…

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