I really am pissed off and am trying to find out what I am doing here.. I should have been bought a farmhouse by now in some remote corner in India, by the side of a river, with basic necessities provied, and a good library, and spent the rest of my life there. But I wonder, why I have decided to stay back, earn “money” and do all the things which I am “supposed” to do??? I hate it sometimes and want to just go away to my own “ashram” (no religion, no god, no followers, no gurus.., and defenitely no philosophies to live by.. just me by myself) and live till I die..
What a dream!!!